Dentam
My thoughts and heart go out to you.
A number of years ago I found myself with no relationship (17 years of marriage --poof gone)--too many hurtful details to go into,,Left with 3 kids and no home,,and no money,,,thank god for my parents. Moved on and worked fulltime and partime--bought a small condo in a not so great area,,,,made it work. Moved on and have a "cute" home in a much better area. I have to admit without my family's help and support (not just financially) I would have found this very difficult. I also had no friends to turn to as my Ex made sure I got rid of them because they were a bad influence on me (so sad).
It took me a long time to trust (validate) my own thoughts and feelings and I've become pretty good at picking out the "Good, Honest, kind, People" The others I can usually see a mile away.I do believe what goes around comes around and I am hopeful your Kind ,caring nature will help you find a new place to live.
I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.,,Keep your chin up sweetie,,that's what my mom always used to say to me.
Hugs to you
Mel