Disneymommom
<font color=magenta>THE REAL DIS MAMA<br><font col
- Joined
- May 28, 2007
O.k. I was wondering about the response to NO Tears Now??? I was thinking who posted that??? And then I saw Dmommoms response with my post in quotes and I reread the bottom. OH I said that!!! I was actually meaning the boys had no tears now, but hey If ya'll are crying happy tears that's great. Goodness know I cried a ton of them on WendyGraces!!!!
You know the funny thing is at the time I didn't feel too stressed until about that 10th trip to the BR!!! I was just feeling HUNGRY!!! Of course the funny thing is I usually don't eat breakfast unless it's at night or I've been up a few hours!!!
Anyway reading back on our trip and talking with my husband about it. I've said whew that's enough to make you feel stressed!!! And then was like wait it's us we're talking about!!!! I guess when you live this kind of life you just get used to it!!
But you know what I wouldn't trade a single moment of it!! Now of course I would trade the sickness and pain for both Shannon and Braeton, but if it meant not having them No I wouldn't trade it. I believe that God doesn't put more on you than you can bear and that HE helps you bear it! Now have there been times when I felt like it was almost too much?? LIKE DUH!!! YEP!! In fact I've been know to tell God that I knew he wouldn't put more on me than I could bear and He must know how much I could bear, but would he tell whoever kept putting that extra stuff in my load!!! And Hey God one more straw on me and I'm gonna topple!! And you know sometimes I have toppled, but I've always had the strength to get back up. I know I keep those angels working overtime!!
Anyway back to the stress feeling. Last year I was having some health problems and I only had a few months and I knew I wouldn't be able to have Ins any longer so I was trying to get everything taken care of while I could Anyway I was in my GPs office and while setting me up w/a specialist for some other probs she's asking me different questions and Headaches came up. At that time I was suffering from headaches quite a bit. In fact I had a major one right then. anyway they had all the symptoms of migraines and what they were were..............
Tension Headaches!! I thought she was Crazy!!! Why would I have tension Headaches??????????????? Now this was back when Braeton had suffered a major setback. Dhs health was rapidly declining and they told us maybe 2 monts to live if he didn't get the transplant and to top it all off we had only been back together for I think 5 or 6 months. Back to living together and all. We had been seperated for over 3 years. I couldn't fathom why I would have tension!!!!??? She said roll your neck. And then she had me feel the tendons and muscles @ my neck and shoulders. Tight??? I just thought that was good muscles!!!:
I come from a family that has always had GREAT faith in God and believes in being there for each other and we all have a warped sense of humor and have been taught to LAUGH!!! I think laughter truly is the Best medicine and there are times when Nothing is funny that day So you know what we do. After our night time story and prayers and the lights are turned out. I sit on Tyler and Braetons bed and just start HA HA HA HA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA and pretty soon we are all HAHAHAHAHAHAing and then it gets funny and it's even funnier cause we don't know whats funny!!!!!!!!!!!!! But we feel better anyway!!!!!!
So on a final note (for right now anyway!! ) Thank you all for sticking with me and being here!! Writing this TR is really helping me right now and when I see all the responses I just feel like I'm getting a real big
Oh yeah Tyler just has a major sinus infection, AND RINGWORM!!! How he got that I have NO clue. It's on his chest which is always covered except for a bath of course!! Anyway Braeton is feeling much better tonight. So much better that he's awake and wanting to put icons in. He likes the pictures!! So this is from Braeton........
goodvibes
You have a wonderful outlook on life and a wonderful attitude. You are truly an inspiration to everyone!!!! I love how you just sit there hahahahhaing and after a little bit you are all laughing and feeling better. What a wonderful idea.
Hey Breaton! Those are for you Buddy. I "chat" online with my DGS and we send icons and he types a bunch of letters and I type a bunch back. That is how we chat, so that was for your Breaton!