Hello, Leanies!*Posting from my iPad, so formatting may be wonky!
Okay, so my biggest accomplishment so far has been in re-organizing a schedule so that I can post a few times a week to WISH/the DIS (with the former being the priority). It's a HUGE deal to me, though, and quite lifts my spirits. Thank you for being here!
Liz: Of course you are welcome. I feel this year, for me, is a return to the nest -to a place that I always find support even when I stray. Y'all are better to me than my biological family! And I'm delighted to have any excuse to reconnect with you. Somehow, I didn't see you in Jan. at all - we always seemed to be running late for meets, etc. FWIW, I'm in the same boat with you - spend a lot of hours in front of a screen for my job, and writing, so have been lax about being here. But I can't think of a better support group than the friends I've made here!
Tandy: I think that starting out pain-free and building up is the smartest, best thing you can do. And a 10K is a good distance to aim for, especially with your busy schedule, recovery etc. Not that it's any easier to hear, even if you know it's right. (I'd be snarking at me right now, saying "I know, I know.") But it's even harder to start over rather than just throw in the towel. That whole WISH DLF > DNF >> DNS sort of applies to life, you know. And yes, yes I'm saying this as much for me as for you. Projecting. Totally. But I like to think we're in this together.*
Update: I just caught your second post. ABout the knee pain. Any sense of why now? It sounds as if you've been really cautious and are doing the right things with PT, strengthening the muscles, etc. And I know you're worried about Harrison, too. How stressful. I take it the pain is familiar and you just need more time? If so, I hope it helps to know you can keep up your conditioning with other things & still have time to train for the 10K. That, too, can be inspiring to DS.
The weight and the eating for comfort. I understand. And to empathize with you, all the studying you do - all that time focused on school, sitting, and the stress that goes with it - makes it harder. They should really rename secretary's butt student's butt. Although I do think it's very cool that you're enjoying at least one class/prof. A control freak/hippy makes perfect senses to me...which probably says more about me than you need to know!
Your trip keeps sounding better and better. I'd be really excited, too, and would spend all my free time planning for that rather than studying. You're obviously strong willed.*
Maria: I'm so glad to hear you and Dennis are in for 2013 Marathon Weekend. Seriously, the people are the reason we keep signing up for it. Esp. with registration fees!
And I'm glad you're committed to doing your race and Dennis his. That takes strength and willpower IMO. It's a balance I also have problems with - so I'm impressed. I also have to say your Princess plan of doing 13 seems smart. I think it will add a lot to your mental game. When we dropped down to the half, we'd already done more mileage for the full and I kept up with 10 and 12 milers. It was such a comfort and I felt good on race day. I'm positive you'll have a great time (on and off the course).
And just a side note - I need to focus on what I'm eating, too, and why. (Too much snackage and drinkage *when writing. And I'm always writing. I've got a bit of a problem.)
Vicky: Are Timbits Tim Horton's donut holes? Your manager sounds like he may have several problems. Not just diabetes, but social skills. But I'm glad he prevented you for indulging in something you (and he) would be better off without. He accidentally did you a favor!*
Squats...let me just say I could use with a better shape in all areas. I need some high-definition for the body and not just the screens I look at!
Okay, it probably doesn't help you at all if I say the dragon boat thing sounds like the coolest thing ever! If also a little pricey. Still, I only have an image of such a sport. What all does it entail - I hadn't even considered needing to be a strong swimmer, after all.*
Jeanne: Ugh to the meds causing weight gain, even though I'm glad they're helping you feel better. It's just more evidence that, no matter what the people in infomercials try to tell us, there is no such thing as a miracle pill. There's always a downside to drugs. But I can't help but think until there's a diagnosis, this trade-off is preferable. I hate to think of you in pain. Hugs!
AFM: I did 8 miles on a TM this weekend because of icy road conditions. I should have waited until today, as it got warmer. But what I've noticed about myself is I do much, much better if I keep to a fairly rigid WO schedule. The moment I allow myself any flexibility in my WOs, or the rest of my life for that matter, I give myself permission to let all sorts of things slide - eating, sleeping, caffeine, laundry.... (Okay, the last one will always be a problem for me). IDK if it's a product of age or stress or being OCD, but I like the self-imposed rigidity. And to-do lists, both things that used to drive me crazy. Or maybe I'm crazy now. You decide.
Haven't made any decisions as to races so far. We have some budget things to decide on. And DOOD has another travel opportunity that will factor into budget and time. Apparently he's very popular. Or can't say no. But I'm officially starting my 2012 resolutions on Feb. 1 - a month late, but who says I need to stick by a calendar!