Goofydiane
DIS Veteran
- Joined
- Mar 25, 2002
I'm 27 days late in starting this specific New Year goal, however better late than never! So, a little history about me, hopefully in just 1 paragraph.
I'm Diane and I'm 44 years young. I've struggled with weight my entire adult life and 2 years ago made the decision that if I wanted to see my 43rd birthday, I needed to do something about it. Fast forward 2 years and my ticker says it all - I'm down 92 lbs currently, with me getting to 100 lbs a few times. I get there and then just stop working at it and I'm not sure why and that brings me to writing things down and starting this journal.
I've lurked on these boards for quite some time, posting something here and there on other boards, but very rarely in on this board - I just thought I could fight this struggle on my own. I started WW 2 years ago with a friend of mine, however as we changed our lives, those changes took us in different directions and we rarely talk anymore, while I struggled with this, I continued with the changes and got to 100 lbs lost and I seemed to decide, well I'm here and I can take a break now. About a year ago, I had to make the most difficult decision to put my dog down. I had had him for almost 14 years and he was one of the most important people (yes, my dog was a person) in my life. I gained back about 50 lbs between struggling through that and work stress. At this same time, I joined a gym and started working out with a personal trainer 2 times per week. He stuck with me through the weight gain and this past September I got back to 100 lbs lost again.
I now fluctuate between 90-100lbs lost and I really want to focus on losing more in 2008, so I made the decision to hold myself accountable and really focus on why I make bad decisions when I do. I still work out with the trainer 2x per week and even though I'm not losing weight, I'm losing inches and toning more an more. We have some short term goals of training me to run a 5K. I absolutely HATE running/jogging, but I do it.
What am I planning on learning from this journal?
1. Putting my thoughts and feelings somewhere other than just in my head.
2. Use the journal to work through the stress and hopefully keep me away from my normal path of junk food when stressed.
3. Being able to reflect back over time to see my progress.
What I'm going to track?
1. Food
2. Exercise. My trainer and I are getting me to work up to jogging 3.0 miles at 5 mph. It's still a combination of jog/walk and today I did the 3 miles in 43 minutes and 56 seconds and the goal is to improve each day.
I read this quote in a book yesterday and I'm adopting it as a motto this year:
Flatter me, and I may not believe you.
Criticize me, and I may not like you.
Ignore me, and I may not forgive you.
Encourage me, and I will not forget you.
I'm Diane and I'm 44 years young. I've struggled with weight my entire adult life and 2 years ago made the decision that if I wanted to see my 43rd birthday, I needed to do something about it. Fast forward 2 years and my ticker says it all - I'm down 92 lbs currently, with me getting to 100 lbs a few times. I get there and then just stop working at it and I'm not sure why and that brings me to writing things down and starting this journal.
I've lurked on these boards for quite some time, posting something here and there on other boards, but very rarely in on this board - I just thought I could fight this struggle on my own. I started WW 2 years ago with a friend of mine, however as we changed our lives, those changes took us in different directions and we rarely talk anymore, while I struggled with this, I continued with the changes and got to 100 lbs lost and I seemed to decide, well I'm here and I can take a break now. About a year ago, I had to make the most difficult decision to put my dog down. I had had him for almost 14 years and he was one of the most important people (yes, my dog was a person) in my life. I gained back about 50 lbs between struggling through that and work stress. At this same time, I joined a gym and started working out with a personal trainer 2 times per week. He stuck with me through the weight gain and this past September I got back to 100 lbs lost again.
I now fluctuate between 90-100lbs lost and I really want to focus on losing more in 2008, so I made the decision to hold myself accountable and really focus on why I make bad decisions when I do. I still work out with the trainer 2x per week and even though I'm not losing weight, I'm losing inches and toning more an more. We have some short term goals of training me to run a 5K. I absolutely HATE running/jogging, but I do it.
What am I planning on learning from this journal?
1. Putting my thoughts and feelings somewhere other than just in my head.
2. Use the journal to work through the stress and hopefully keep me away from my normal path of junk food when stressed.
3. Being able to reflect back over time to see my progress.
What I'm going to track?
1. Food
2. Exercise. My trainer and I are getting me to work up to jogging 3.0 miles at 5 mph. It's still a combination of jog/walk and today I did the 3 miles in 43 minutes and 56 seconds and the goal is to improve each day.
I read this quote in a book yesterday and I'm adopting it as a motto this year:
Flatter me, and I may not believe you.
Criticize me, and I may not like you.
Ignore me, and I may not forgive you.
Encourage me, and I will not forget you.