Bless you, Zzub, for sharing your family with us. Your report was beautifully written and I hated to see it come to an end. We lost our first baby, Blake, at 20 weeks and it rips my heart out 7 years later even to say his name. We, too, had to make some hard decisions that will always lay on our hearts; our baby lived for 2 1/2 hours. He will always be a part of our family, just like Samuel is a part of yours. Even though I was supremely angry at God for a long time, ultimately our faith became stronger and we now have a beautiful 6 year old daughter. Congratulations on your baby girl and I am sure when your daughters read this when they are older, they will know just how much their daddy loves and cherishes them!
From here on out, I will always be looking for a new trip report from Zzub on the boards!