Welllllll....
I went home for the weekend for my dad's birthday, and Chris was still at school. So I come home yesterday and I see him, and I ask him how his weekend went. And he said it was good, he took care of a lot of drunk people (there were a lot of parties). Oh, and he told me he was groped by a drunk girl. I was like, oh! Haha, that sucks! I wasn't really angry about it, because it's not like he ASKED her to do that, ya know?
So then my friend Brandy who lives next to me calls me into her room and says that she heard the Chris made out with 2 girls this weekend. Supposedly they were all drunk (except for Chris who doesn't drink) and they decided to play spin the bottle (are we in 3rd grade again..or are we college freshman..??), and thus he made out with 2 girls.
I was pretty upset about that, because they way he's been acting around me was leading me to believe that we were getting together soon. So I kinda overreacted like I ALWAYS do when I'm angry and I kinda ignored him yesterday.
So then I was thinking about it, and we aren't together yet, so he had every right to do that. We're still just friends now. So there's no real reason for me to be mad at him. So I calmed down, and I sent him a text last night saying that I was in a bad mood and I'm really sorry for being a...female dog. Because I'd rather be friends with him than nothing at all.
So I'm still in a crappy mood today. And it's been a little weird between us. Like he's hanging out with the girl I can't stand and stuff, so I don't know what's gonna happen...
Because I'm still crazy about him, and I still get butterflies whenever I see him and hear his name...Ughh...