Bryan and I have long debated whether or not we would have another kid. Not another one as I never gave birth to one, but he already has two and agreed to one more. Well, before we got engaged he changed his mind and I told him I could not be with him anymore. Well, that changed his mind and he went back and said ok, one more but it has to be a girl. Newsflash-I can't control that. What is my point of this story? We have five bedrooms but only 2 are on the floor with our bedroom. This poses a problem when/if we have a kid. Where do we put it? Which brings us to the topic of us wanting to move to have the bedrooms on the same floor. I also would appreciate getting out of the house him and his ex wife lived in
We chatted about it and on Tuesday I came home and there was a for sale sign in the front yard. OK, I guess we are serious about moving. My thoughts have gone from wedding to house hunting, staging, and cleaning. BUT I did have a wedding dream the other night that kind of haunted me....
I ordered my dress in February and I am having a hard time remembering what it looks like. I dreamed that I went to the store, tried it on and hated it. It was ivory on top with lots of lace and white on the bottom. I was horrified and said I wanted to return it. They said no refunds and then I had a temper tantrum in the store. I don't ever have temper tantrums-so not my style so why did I have one in my dream? The dress was fugly and I had to take it home. So I was miserable with the dress but I could not afford another one so I decided to just wear it. Suddenly it was the wedding and I wore the fugly dress. Someone spilled red wine on it and I lost it. I asked how was it going to be cleaned before the castle portrait session? At that time, Bryan woke me up to say goodbye before he left for work. He always wakes me up at the most crucial part of the dream. As in knowing if the dress would be dry cleaned or not. The other night I was dreaming I was back in high school trying out for the pom/dance squad (a VERY common dream that stresses me out as I have gained well over 80lbs since high school and there is no way my dimply thighs would fit in my old uniform). So there I was, going through rounds and rounds of auditions actually doing really well. The competition was fierce but I was confident. Then they said, And the winners are.....and guess who woke me up. Sigh. What does that have to do with the wedding? Absolutely nothing. I just am random and thought I would share.
Now really....back to the wedding. Warren got me my estimated floral budget today and it was close to what I thought it would be. Still outrageous as they will die (but the pictures last forever as smart salesperson Jen told me!) There are things that can be cut out I am sure. I did not pass out, nor did my parents which is a plus, but I am still such a visual person who would enjoy knowing what all this money will get me. They have listed a floral wand for my niece (flower girl) which apparently I was feeling at the time of our phone call. Now I wonder should I do petals? She is painfully shy, so I don't really see her putting petals on the aisle. It is also listed as silk so should I do my own to save some money? I do not know.
I was surprised that the chair covers were listed at $10.50, not $8.50 like I thought. It says they are satin which makes me wonder if they are an upgrade? Satin is kind of a bad idea because I feel like it is kind of an odd choice and I worry people will slide right off of them. Although that would make for a fabulous story.
It has listed that the red napkins will be tied with polka dot ribbon. I am all about the polka dots but with the polka dot overlay I think it will look like someone threw up polka dots so I asked if the napkin can just be folded.
I got the rehearsal dinner estimate and about passed out at that one. Bryan's dad is paying for it which I am so grateful for, but it made us WAY over budget. I asked for the gel cylinders on each table which is a whopping $320. Is it worth it? Also, I did not think about the chairs being green with the linens black so I think that will switch to white linens and white napkins with white chairs. Will people even care? Probably not. Warren suggested red napkins tied with the polka dot ribbon, and although I LOVE the idea, I can't afford to pay for 80 red napkins for a BBQ. Only I know what they will be missing. I am a bit nervous about the rehearsal dinner as we have not even included the AV for the Wishes soundtrack. I am going to have to foot the remainder of the bill and we are looking at $1,500. Eek!
I still struggle with where to get ready. I do not like small spaces and with 8,484 bridesmaids I am not sure how we would all fit in one small room. Also, I have not heard back from my hotel girl if they would move my stuff for me between hotels. I need to ask Maxine if there is a room we can all get ready in.
I am also so leery to sign the photography contract. I just can't stop looking at other people's pictures. I get picture envy and worry I am making the wrong decision. I also wonder if I should have someone take pics at the rehearsal dinner. Normally I would not, but with the fireworks, I want to enjoy them, not be there with my tripod. I love, love, love the photographer we picked for the e-pics but I am not in love with their wedding pics, so I chose someone else for the wedding. Issue is, as I have said so many times, the price difference is phenomenal. People tell me the disc and the copyright is all we need, maybe so but I am not sure. I normally listen to my gut, right now it is saying feed me, but beyond that, it is seriously torn. That is why I rarely read anyones PJ as I get wedding envy and makes me question everything.
Last night we went to dinner with one of Bryan's groomsmen and another guest. They asked us if they should rent a car, and I broke out into my hives (another photography worry as my almost positive choice for the photographer does not really photoshop and I get hives all over). They really wanted to know if they should rent a car. I told them as of now we have a shuttle, but I might need to cut it. Also, the shuttle is not going back to the hotels so they need to find a way back. Also, if he is a groomsmen, it does not matter for him, only for his kids and wife. So confused.
Yet another transportation issue: I mentioned classic car to Bryan and he said that would make him SO happy. I think it will look better in pictures but it is another added expense. I have given up on the idea of riding in the giant pumpkin (aka coach) and now I am fixated on the car. Do we do it? Do we not? I heard we can go through that other company but is it too good to be true? What about the limos and my ginormous bridal party? I do not know what to do. Any thoughts? I am really hoping the planning session will clear things up for us.
Also, does anyone know if we bring our own unity candle (purchased with a coupon of course) will they give us the candle holders to use?
I am also struggling with our choice of reverend. We have Rev Jack Day and I loved him on the phone. But I emailed him and got nothing. I am so not a phone talker so I have avoided calling him. He sent us our info, which I need to send back in but we have had no communication since February. Is that weird?! Also, I did not realize he was so short. Bryan and I are 5'10 which is not huge but will it look weird or will it be cute? My Gramps was short and adorable, so will he remind me of my late Grandpa (why do they say "late". They are not late to something. I never understood this.)
Any advice or thoughts would be appreciated.
Have a great weekend!
Dani
*Update*
The Grand Floridian only has green chairs. Bummer. Not sure what to do about that....
The satin was an upgrade so that will be switched to cotton. No one will be falling off of the chairs. Ok, maybe they will if they drink too much.
No ribbon on the napkins will bring the cost down by $2. Wahoo!