katmigordon
DIS Veteran
- Joined
- Jun 30, 2019
I hope this was the right place to post this, but this is the place online I feel safest in the world and I am hoping for some support.
My mom was a wonderful person, the kind of person everybody loved, she was certainly better with people than I am. I have a big heart, she gave that to me - I have a lot of compassion for everyone including total strangers - she gave that to me too.
I feel like my heart is being ripped out of my chest - I can't stop crying - part of me wants to go with her, I just can't imagine this world without her in it. I'm 45 years old and I feel like I should be handling this better but I have never experienced pain like this before...
I just don't know what to do.
My mom was a wonderful person, the kind of person everybody loved, she was certainly better with people than I am. I have a big heart, she gave that to me - I have a lot of compassion for everyone including total strangers - she gave that to me too.
I feel like my heart is being ripped out of my chest - I can't stop crying - part of me wants to go with her, I just can't imagine this world without her in it. I'm 45 years old and I feel like I should be handling this better but I have never experienced pain like this before...
I just don't know what to do.