4fordisneyworld
DIS Veteran
- Joined
- Mar 27, 2007
We had just returned from a wonderful trip to wdw on April 12th. His 31st birthday was on the 13th and he passed away on the 16th. I am still in such complete shock and keep expecting him to walk in any minute. We have a 5yr precious little girl who keeps crying for daddy and an incredible 3yr old who doesn't understand why we won't help her find her daddy. My life has forever changed and I don't want to even breath. I do have a very strong faith and I know exactly where my very best friend is but it does not stop the pain. We had our entire life laid out and were even trying for our third baby. The thing that is the worst about this all is that the doctors tell me it was a 1 in a million chance that it should have happened to him. Which lets me know it was even more of a GOD thing but I am struggling with that right now. I am so jealous it was him and not me. I am so very blessed he took care of us so that I don't have to work and I can continue to homeschool our very fragile girls. BUT I DON'T EVEN WANT THE STUPID MONEY.....I just need him home with me.
Sorry for rambling....I have not even let myself truly break down yet...I am trying to remain strong for my girls.
We had just bought into DVC on this last trip and I had to call and cancel it. There are just too many memories there....
a very sad diser
If anyone has any experience with losing a spouse so young and especially has young kids please pm me. I am needing to talk to someone who can truly relate....thank you
Sorry for rambling....I have not even let myself truly break down yet...I am trying to remain strong for my girls.
We had just bought into DVC on this last trip and I had to call and cancel it. There are just too many memories there....
a very sad diser
If anyone has any experience with losing a spouse so young and especially has young kids please pm me. I am needing to talk to someone who can truly relate....thank you