You know, it may be semantics, but it is a totally different animal. If you told them you didn't want to spend that kind of money on the wedding, then to me, you are in the clear. You made it clear that this is not HOW you choose to spend your money, because, after all, it is your money. I also understand the refusing both weddings, because that would have started the "Well you spent the money on Susie!" thing. Just as an aside...do they know you just booked the trip? Could you say you had it paid for, and it wasn't refundable, so that is why you couldn't afford both weddings, and that you backed out of the initial wedding so as not to show favorites? Not exactly truthful, but may smooth some feathers!