Okay, so, last night I was in one of my moods. I got home from talking with the jeweler and I didn't get the answer that I had wanted. Yes he's going to fix it. But no he's not giving me a new setting. I honestly am super upset with their quality work and wish I could return my wedding bands.
So then I get home and I start thinking about wedding stuff. Bad, bad idea.
First off, my one friend who recently got engaged THROWS how large her ring is in everyone's faces. & is literally on a mission to beat me down the aisle. I'm refraining from using some 4 letter words cause they aren't DIS appropriate.
And then.. I start thinking about our reception hall, photographer, dress, and all that. I literally want to cancel EVERYTHING except our DJ. Almost in tears. Dave's at his friend's talking about SKYDIVING, which I'd rather he didn't do. And I didn't want to bother him with any of that. So later on that night I send him a text 'Let's cancel everything about the wedding. I hate it all and let's just go to Disney. I don't care whose there anymore.' & he agreed!
But.. we have $10,000.00 in deposits that we would loose.
This whole wedding crap makes me sick and I thought it was supposed to be fun?
I really don't think I can dress up my venue enough for it to meet what I want and still keep it in a reasonable price.
And the kids are ridiculous today and I want to shoot them. Oh god please get me to this weekend in one piece.