disneedust1429
Someday I'll be part of your world
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- Nov 16, 2009
Alright, because none of my friends are helpful, I thought maybe one of you can help me with my problem... If you can sit through this and give me some advice or what you think... That would be so amazing, you have no idea, because I don't know what to do anymore...
So, I have a boyfriend named Jacob. We had been going out for about 8 months when we started having issues. We broke up the day of our 8 month, then got back together for 3 days, broke up, got back together for a week, broke up on new years eve (our 9 month) and then we just got back together last week...
Here's the big problem I'm having.
I loved him, i really did. I still care about him. He's my best friend. But lately for the past about 2 months, I just don't love him like I did. We fight a lot, and that's mostly my fault. I've just been so confused on how I feel about him. When we're not together, I miss it. We had a lot of great times. But I'm not happy with us being together. And also (judge me if you must) I kind of like another guy. And my boyfriend was going to ask me to winter formal. But I told him I didn't want to go. Truthfully, I really want to go. But I want to go with someone else. I want to be with someone else, but it would be SO much easier if Jacob just didn't love me anymore. I want him to not like me anymore. It would be so much easier for me. I feel bad dumping him again, and I regret getting back together with him, because I feel like all I've done is string him along. Everyone wants us to be together, and he wants to be together. There's so much pressure to be with him, and it kills me, because I feel like it clouds my decision. I don't want to break up, because I don't want to be alone, but I feel like this is the right thing. Is it? I can't tell if I love him anymore. I have so much fun with him, and I miss those old times I had with him, but it's not the same, and I like someone else.
If you sat through all that, thank you so much. Advice? What do you think of it?
Thank you so much<3xx
So, I have a boyfriend named Jacob. We had been going out for about 8 months when we started having issues. We broke up the day of our 8 month, then got back together for 3 days, broke up, got back together for a week, broke up on new years eve (our 9 month) and then we just got back together last week...
Here's the big problem I'm having.
I loved him, i really did. I still care about him. He's my best friend. But lately for the past about 2 months, I just don't love him like I did. We fight a lot, and that's mostly my fault. I've just been so confused on how I feel about him. When we're not together, I miss it. We had a lot of great times. But I'm not happy with us being together. And also (judge me if you must) I kind of like another guy. And my boyfriend was going to ask me to winter formal. But I told him I didn't want to go. Truthfully, I really want to go. But I want to go with someone else. I want to be with someone else, but it would be SO much easier if Jacob just didn't love me anymore. I want him to not like me anymore. It would be so much easier for me. I feel bad dumping him again, and I regret getting back together with him, because I feel like all I've done is string him along. Everyone wants us to be together, and he wants to be together. There's so much pressure to be with him, and it kills me, because I feel like it clouds my decision. I don't want to break up, because I don't want to be alone, but I feel like this is the right thing. Is it? I can't tell if I love him anymore. I have so much fun with him, and I miss those old times I had with him, but it's not the same, and I like someone else.
If you sat through all that, thank you so much. Advice? What do you think of it?
Thank you so much<3xx