59 days until Park Hours!
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216 days until FP+!
276 days until WDW!
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Hey, ya'll!
Work has been busier than expected for this time of year, so I know my updates have been fewer and further between. But honestly, there's also not a lot to report as far as trip planning lately. I did tweak my spreadsheet a bit since I posted it a couple weeks ago, and opened it up so I can stay at HS after Fantasmic and watch the Star Wars fireworks, if they're still happening in October (fingers crossed)! There's just too many night time things now that I need to see!
Which reminds me! I came across a really interesting article about the addition of the Star Wars lands to the parks. It brings up some excellent (and also some kinda dumb) points, and I would love to chat about it and hear some of your thoughts!:
Will The Addition of Star Wars Land Ruin Disney Parks Forever?
Speaking of Star Wars... BB-8 gives me life. He's better than all the things. (And I'm totally not just saying that because I wanna be his new stepmom.)
I went solo to see him (and his Daddy) again on Saturday night, since last week I did my big binge-rewatch of the first 6 films. I'm glad I did, I caught things and references that I missed the first time! I also noticed that I was the only person laughing out-loud at the funny bits and jokes, sitting there in the theater on a date with myself. Good thing that being adorably awkward doesn't bother me in the least.
In other "real life" news, I thought I'd talk a bit about my struggles with my health and my weight...
I've avoided dieting for years because, frankly, life is too short to be unhappy every day. And a lot of people struggle to understand this, but I really am HAPPY, even at my size! I have zero issues with my size or weight or body! However, I was BEYOND unhappy while dieting, mainly because traditional diets leave with me nothing to eat that I actually like.
And those of you who have known me on the DIS while know that I likes to eat. Food is a big deal to me, and delicious food brings me so much joy. And never actually enjoying anything that I was allowed to eat meant that dieting was always a miserable experience during which I was constantly hating life.
People would tell me that I would "get used to it" and that it would get easier in time. But for me, it always seemed like the longer I tried to stay with it, the more difficult it became. Needless to say, these diet attempts always failed, because I just couldn't live like that. I decided that being fat and happy really had to be better, so I quit even trying.
But one of the drawbacks of being fat and happy emotionally is that I feel like CRAP physically.
And already having not one but two pain disorders, the weight just makes it that much worse. And I've known for years that if I can get some of this weight off, I'll feel much better and have so much more energy, I've never been in denial about that fact.
Another drawback I discovered is that when you quit caring about your weight, it starts to climb. And mine did... Up and up and up and up. Until I looked at the scale in November and realized that I was the heaviest I've ever been.
And scariest of all, once or twice a day, I started getting these weird heart palpitations. For just a couple horrible seconds (but it always felt so so so much longer), it almost felt like my heart was stuck, and struggling to take it's next beat... then I'd feel one strong beat followed by a series of fast fluttery ones, and then I'd be okay. It was TERRIFYING.
Then after all that, December arrived. It was Disney time, and I went and did the vacation thing Dec, 4-11.
Came home with a chest cold and my second toe on my right foot had weirdly gone completely numb, which added to my worries. So I went to my primary care physician on Dec. 14th, who gave me some stuff for the cold, and fussed at me for not keeping up with my hypertension. I'm HORRIBLE at remembering to take pills daily, and it was another way I have been thoroughly neglecting my health. Bad Billie, I know.
I told him about the heart palpitations, and he said it is most likely related to my high blood pressure, and that it's a warning sign that I really need to take better care of myself.
He also sent me for an x-ray on my toe to see if it's hairline fracture causing the numbness (which came back clean, no fracture), but he says it seems perfectly healthy. It doesn't appear to be vascular, the circulation is just fine. If it were a nerve thing, it would be effecting all three pf the toes in the middle of my foot, not just one of them. So he said give it some time, and see how it does... but there's been no change in the last month. Mysterious!
So ANYHOW, I'm getting off-course here... That night when I got home, I decided to make some changes. I made a list of all the doctors and things I need to be doing better for myself medically but have been neglecting for far too long, and spent the next day calling around and looking for doctors that are in my insurance's network, and setting up appointments. (Turns out my insurance is awful and very few doctors will agree to be in their network.) I even had to set one appointment an hour away in Savannah, because no Sleep Apnea (another of my health conditions I've been ignoring for years) specialists in my town are in the network. But I sucked it up and I did it anyway!
Part of getting myself healthier is, of course, deciding it was time to try again to get some of this weight off. And I was inspired by
@Chicago Mo and her immense success with the Atkins diet. And I've tried everything else out there over the years, so why not? Now I wasn't about to try and start a weight loss program right before Christmas, so even though I'm not normally into New Year's resolutions, I decided that January 1st would be my start date. I also decided I wouldn't do it cold turkey, that I would spend the first week or so slowly phasing the carbs out of my life, reducing them a little more each date. So that's what I did.
As those of you who follow me on Facebook already know, at this time of this writing, I've been avoiding carbs for 19 days, about 2.5 weeks... and
I've lost 11 lbs!
But check this out, this is the best part... I'm
NOT miserable! Whenever I get sad about not being able to have cake, I just go console myself with some BACON. (Okay, not really, but you get the idea.)
There's enough things on this plan that I actually ENJOY eating that I'm not finding it a struggle to stick with it. On other diets, I could have a salad, but I had to leave out a lot of the stuff I love and that makes a salad enjoyable to me. Now I can have my ham and turkey and bacon bits and boiled egg and cheese (in moderation, dairy carbs can add up fast) and ranch dressing, and it's OKAY! I can have the cuts of red meat that I love, like rib-eye steaks! I can have my beloved cheeseburgers, I just ditch the bun! I know it goes against conventional nutritional and dieting wisdom, but it WORKS!
Now I do realize that it sounds from the above example like I'm just pigging out on artery-clogging fatty meats, but it's really quite the opposite. For a girl who hates most veggies in general, my green leafy vegetable consumption has more than DOUBLED due to all the spinach salads I'm eating instead of sandwiches at lunch, and all the broccoli and brussel sprouts that I'm eating with a protein at dinner to replace those pastas and potatoes and rice that I can't have anymore.
And yes, I've taken my pills every day since seeing my doctor last month. I am going to him for a follow up tomorrow, and I am hoping that between the medication and the diet changes that my blood pressure will be looking much better. I'm curious about my blood sugar, too! (And I intend to ask him about the toe mystery again...)
Oh! And I haven't had the weird heart palpitation since I went back on my pills, either. So that's a huge relief!
Anyhow. When I decided to include this news in my update today, I didn't expect it to get so lengthy! So if you're still reading, thank you!
I'll go ahead and wrap-up here. I'll hopefully bring home good news from my follow-up appointment tomorrow!
Okay, I'll shut up now. Love ya'll!