Babyjustrun
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- Joined
- Dec 30, 2005
Supersize Me is on CBC right now (Canadian channel) and it's disgusting me. Honestly, I did not want to watch a fat guy puke up a big mac, which for some reason was orange with no other color at all (how is that possible?).
I'm emetophobic. Which basically means, I'm afraid of puke in every form.
I cannot watch one episode of Little People, Big World because he vomits and it's not fake. I can stand make vomit sounds, but real retching and the view of it makes me want to cry. My worst nightmare is to be puked on.
I have not been sick since I was six or seven, which means I haven't thrown up for seven or eight years. The world stops for me when I get a stomach ache. It's all I can think about, I can't ignore it and have fun. I'm preoccupied with trying to feel better. I felt sick most of the time when I was in Disney last. We stayed at a pool home for a week before Disney, and I only went swimming twice because I felt sick.
If someone in my house is sick, I lock myself in my room and turn music up really loud. I refuse to use that bathroom for days, and ignore that person for a few hours. If someone says they feel sick, I'll back away.
On Christmas, my grandmother was ill (she vomits constantly because she has congestive heart failure) and I couldn't stand it. I was trying to keep myself occupied by watching the Disney Parade, but it still scared me. I wanted to just run outside and not go back for a few hours.
This whole thing takes over my life, the fear of being sick and the fear of other people being sick. I don't think I've gone a day of my life without fearing it, without thinking about it, without feeling sick..
Soo..
- When was the last time you were sick?
- Can you handle being with someone who is being sick? (like being with them, holding their hair back, telling them they'll be okay?
I'm emetophobic. Which basically means, I'm afraid of puke in every form.
I cannot watch one episode of Little People, Big World because he vomits and it's not fake. I can stand make vomit sounds, but real retching and the view of it makes me want to cry. My worst nightmare is to be puked on.
I have not been sick since I was six or seven, which means I haven't thrown up for seven or eight years. The world stops for me when I get a stomach ache. It's all I can think about, I can't ignore it and have fun. I'm preoccupied with trying to feel better. I felt sick most of the time when I was in Disney last. We stayed at a pool home for a week before Disney, and I only went swimming twice because I felt sick.
If someone in my house is sick, I lock myself in my room and turn music up really loud. I refuse to use that bathroom for days, and ignore that person for a few hours. If someone says they feel sick, I'll back away.
On Christmas, my grandmother was ill (she vomits constantly because she has congestive heart failure) and I couldn't stand it. I was trying to keep myself occupied by watching the Disney Parade, but it still scared me. I wanted to just run outside and not go back for a few hours.
This whole thing takes over my life, the fear of being sick and the fear of other people being sick. I don't think I've gone a day of my life without fearing it, without thinking about it, without feeling sick..
Soo..
- When was the last time you were sick?
- Can you handle being with someone who is being sick? (like being with them, holding their hair back, telling them they'll be okay?