I think it's human nature to try and self diagnose or at least gain a greater understanding of what's going on. My worst was a few years ago. I had a mole on my calf biopsied (even though the dermatologist didn't think it was anything). While I waited on my results, I Googled all kinds of pictures to see examples of why she thought it was really nothing to worry about. The pictures supported her assessment...the subsequent test results did not...which really messed with my mind. Logic would say that my Googling led me down the wrong path and I should have given it up, but in my fear and panic, I decided that I was Googling with bias to put my mind at ease. So, I needed to Google my test results without any leading words...at least that's what I told myself. I had 3 weeks in between the phone call with my test results and my initial visit with the surgeon at the cancer hospital. You better believe Dr. Google went to work during that wait, which was only exacerbated by it being during the holidays and overly sentimental about everything. By the time I went in for that first visit, I was convinced I had about a 65% chance of survival IF we'd caught it early and that I might not be around for the holidays next year if we caught it late.